For as long as I can remember, I know I have always wanted to be a doctor.
When I was in high school, I met a family friend who is an anesthesiologist. She is kind, warm, compassionate. She attended to me when I had my first minor surgery before entering college. She is partly practicing and partly holding an administrative position. She was simple, pretty and elegant.
Mostly I was attracted to her demeanor. Warm, soft spoken but firm at the same time. She reassured me while going through the procedure. She seem to like what she is doing. She has a family and spends a good amount of time with them. I sensed a great mix of work and family life. I kept that in my mind through the years.
I want a life like that ,I told my young self.
I have kept that image of work life balance in my mind. Many years forward, I am a physician and had opportunities to do administrative and training work in my hospital.
Have I done it? The balance? I must admit not all the time. But I found a good means to find my way back when it tips off to one side.
I would like to teach you how.
Let me share one story with you. In one training session, I met Dr. A. She is a young fellow in her last year of training. We had an activity where they were asked to create images of their desired future.
How would life be 5 to 10 years from now?
How would each day of waking up look like?
Where am I ?
Who am I with?
What is my work place like?
How is my weekend?
Do I have a family? How are we?
Many questions. The answer to which had to be placed on a board with the most colorful and representative pictures we could find.
Then it was time to share. As she was called, I noticed she was teary eyed. The exercise was a revelation to her. Looking at her board, she saw that her ideal life was way off with the lifestyle of her chosen field. She wanted a predictable day time job that would allow her to do other things. No night calls. No emergencies.
She cried. I can sense regret and sadness. She is on her last few days of training . Then I told her, “you know, your practice can be as you define and design it”. She couldn’t get back the years she spent training for her field but she can practice in a way that could fit her desired ideal life.
I see her around these days. She is happy. Her practice is mostly ambulatory. She trained further in a subspecialty that makes it more of a day job. This field does not require night calls and is seldom an emergency.
Create your vision of life and work. Keep it where you can see it. Make it a reminder to yourself each day you wake up.
.Why plan a practice when you can plan a life?
What’s your plan? Share yours.
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